I loved you the moment I saw your face. It was exhausting having you but coming to that finish line was the start of new precious journey. I love you because you made me a different person. You have made me experience life all over with you. Things I didn’t do in my life for me I have now because I wanted to share everything with you.
I’ve made mistakes with you that I wish I hadn’t. My heart has cried with you when you were hurt. I have failed you because I didn’t know any better and at times I neglected taking advice I should’ve as a first time mom. I am so sorry for that because you paid for it with sickness, pain, carelessness, craziness.
I am sorry for fights I have had in front of you with dad. Not sure it will ever be just perfect for you to be around but I wish we could be better for you. I will strive to give you the best family group I can. I will not make things easy on you but I will be there for you as a guide so you know you can always pull me in to help you out. I love you to the moon and back and thank God every day for the treasure you are in my life.
You are changing right before my eyes and I can’t believe how much you change. I am shocked at how much you change, how much you know and the crazy funny things that you come up with. No one will have me in their hand like putty quite like you, not even daddy.
Your loving Momma Forever